2009-09-21
2009-09-20
I used to wake and run with the moon
I lived like a rake and a young man
I covered my lovers with flowers and wounds
My laughter the devil would frighten
The sun she would come and beat me back down
But every cruel day had it’s nightfall
I’d welcome the stars with wine and guitars
Full of fire and forgetful
My body was sharp the dark air clean
And outrage my joyful companion
Whisperin’ women how sweet did they seem
Kneelin’ for me to command them
And time was like water but I was the sea
I’d have never noticed it passin’
Except for the turnin’ of night into day
And the turnin’ of day into cursin’
You look at me now, and don’t think I don’t know
What all your eyes are a sayin’
Does he want us to believe these ravings and lies
They’re just tricks that his brains been a playin’?
A lover of women he can’t hardly stand
He trembles he’s bent and he’s broken
I’ve fallen it’s true but I say unto you
Hold your tongues until after I’ve spoken
I was takin’ my pride in the pleasures I’d known
I laughed and thought I’d be forgiven
But my laughter turned ’round eyes blazing and
Said my friend, we’re holdin’ a wedding
I buried my face but it spoke once again
The night to the day we’re a bindin’
And now the dark air is like fire on my skin
And even the moonlight is blinding
Was gonna keep you free and clean
Now you wear your skin like iron
Your breath's as hard as kerosene
You weren't your mama's only boy
But her favorite one it seems
She began to cry when you said goodbye
And sank into your dreams
Pancho was a bandit boys
His horse was fast as polished steel
Wore his gun outside his pants
For all the honest world to feel
Pancho met his match you know
On the deserts down in Mexico
Nobody heard his dying words
That's the way it goes
All the federales say
They could have had him any day
They only let him hang around
Out of kindness I suppose
Lefty he can't sing the blues
All night long like he used to
The dust that Pancho bit down south
Ended up in Lefty's mouth
The day they laid poor Pancho low
Lefty split for Ohio
Where he got the bread to go
There ain't nobody knows
All the federales say
They could have had him any day
They only let him slip away
Out of kindness I suppose
The poets tell how Pancho fell
Lefty's livin' in a cheap hotel
The desert's quiet and Cleveland's cold
So the story ends we're told
Pancho needs your prayers it's true,
But save a few for Lefty too
He just did what he had to do
Now he's growing old
A few gray federales say
They could have had him any day
They only let him go so wrong
Out of kindness I suppose
As we walk down a road that's beaten and treaded there's only one thing on my mind
ANd as you lie there crying looking deep in my eyes only one thing's a surprise
it's that you think that i could ever not love you it's that you think i'd ever leave you
and in your deepest darkest moment of fear and doubt i hope you know that isn't tru
So keep on playing on the stage that's cracked and it's burning remember one thing that remains
even though i didn't carry you in my belly you're still my son this much is plain
even though you fucked up and you lied about it the world's not over not all's lost
and even though it seems like i have no love for you it's not just you that's been caught
in a web of drama, the divorce has turned so rotten but at least that part is not your fault
but way deep down in my soul i know i can forgive you and i know that we will make it through
You're captured inside my heart and i'm captured in yours nothing else matters today
And if i go down tonight you are going with me. there's nothing that you can say
I know you think you've got to go
But you know that you don't
I know this seems to be the worst
But lie to me and say i was your first
You don't have to go no you don't have to leave me behind
You don't have to run from how you know feel deep inside
You're scared of me so badly
That you feel that in my company
You will break down and won't be so hard
Is that so bad? that must be the hardest part
I want to break free of these chains holding me i want to finally see
the world through clear eyes the pure blue of the sky the clouds the snow white
My vision it won't clear i'm facing down the fear of being viewed as weird
Because everything we are is changing from afar we're being pulled apart
Now why would i care where you're from or where you are going to
Everything is changed from the shorelines to the rain from the forests to you
My vision it will clear as i go to you from here i don't care if i am weird
Because all i want is you when you're around i can't feel blue i don't curse and i don't brood
These things you do for me you help me break free of these chains holding me
I hope i can help you i think that i do it's the best i could hope to
But i'm scared as i look down the path my life will take i frown uncertainty it clouds
my vision once again, but then you come to me best friend and i can see again
My vision it has cleared. i'm done facing the fear. i'm embracing that i'm weird
you help me be myself. just me and no one else. just by being you.